I’m not feeling it today. I don’t know if it is the lack of sunshine getting me down or just an overall malaise.
It is pouring down with rain. Again. In December there are supposed to be snowflakes, not raindrops. Furthermore, instead of looking forward to the upcoming holidays, I am feeling stressed because I haven’t crossed one single thing off my list. One part of my brain is screaming at me to take a break and enjoy the season while the other part is hollering if I don’t get everything done in time there won’t be a season to enjoy.
I would like to quit my job as an adult, please. To whom do I hand in my resignation?
At times like these I always like to seek out things that give me some perspective. Life can always be a lot worse. I gotta say, no matter what has happened, I’ve got it pretty lucky. All I need to do is look at the long list of people I talk to during my non-profit day job to remember that.
SeeFitDo was reflecting the other day about the purpose of the holidays. She mentioned how December is the perfect time to think a little more selflessly, the perfect time to give back a bit of what we have received. While I have been doing some light planning for a future giveaway, I think I need to find a new way to use this space that will help make a real difference. Even if only a small one.
The thing is, I’m as yet unsure how to go about all this. I don’t have a lot of time or a lot of money. I may need some help with ideas. I may need some help with the entire project. But I am thinking it is about time I did something.